So bored and full of apathy today. I just don't care. And what's more, I don't want to care. I just want to go somewhere and read and think and figure things out. I feel it almost impossible to care about this shit today. I don't care about depositing checks or cameras today. And I sure as hell don't want to answer the phone. I just want to be left alone and do my own thing. God damn it all. At least I have wall size plate glass windows and a door to look out of. A beacon of hope. Damn, these days drag on forever...